I came to the realization that I was miscarrying the baby I had just found out about on Feb 1st. My little one would have been approximately 4 months old today, had I carried to full term. I am sad about it, and I have friends who had babies around the time my little angel would have been born, but I am trying to not dwell on this. I am happy for them, happy they did not have to go thru the pain I did and happy they get to hold their little ones.
However sad I am today, I am trying to rejoice in the fact that I am carrying a sweet little girl who is due in about 13 weeks. It's been a hard and stressful pregnancy but in May it will have all been worth it. There are days I am still paranoid something terrible is going to happen, especially when I notice she's not moved much or that I just haven't felt her move. Then it's like she knows, and she moves around for me and I breathe a sigh of relief.
I knew Valentine's Day would be a little hard and I was right, but we awoke to a beautiful snowy white ground. As I sat listening to the girls being excited about the snow and anxious to check out their gifts, it made today much better.
RIP My Sweet Angel Baby
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6 comments:
Sending you some happy thoughts. This weekend has been hard on a lot of people. So many are in pain ... it's sad.
xo
Alec
<3 The anniversaries are always hard. ((hug))
Thanks Alex :)
They really are Devan, I know it will get easier but some days are really hard.
I'm so sorry, Frances. I'm sure this weekend has been difficult.
Frances- these kinds of dates are so hard. Thinking of you and your little angel!
Thanks ladies, I am feeling better this week. :)
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